Getting Unstuck

The girl stands in worn boots at the crumbling limestone lip and looks out at all the possibilities before her. She’s there an hour later, still reflecting on all the things she could become. The becoming isn’t what scares her – it’s the choosing that has her stuck.

If she jumps she’ll have to live within the boundaries of that one decision. If she turns away, that too marks her. Back and forth, over and over, the permutations of the possible coil up and spiral out. She remains a fixture of this landscape until her body’s fatigue undercuts the mind’s anxiety.

A choice must be made, and so the girl fills her lungs once more with the exhilaration of free-will, trying to loosen the slightly nauseous dread all that freedom permits. It seemed like such a gift.

With each change a new wing of the adjacent possible opens up.  — Stuart Kauffman, Evolutionary Biologist (paraphrased)

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About Me

I’m Nell, the author behind this blog. I’ve had many roles and jobs in my life so far, but now I’ve put aside fantasies built of flour and sugar or wood and steel for stories—made up, whole cloth. My short story “This Mints and Nightmares” won first place in the 2025 Kentucky Visions fiction contest and is published in the 2025 Finalists Anthology by the Bluegrass Writer’s Coalition. Other work can be found in the 2023 Writer’s Block Anthology with Louisville Literary Arts and the forthcoming 2025 Tributaria anthology from Dos Madres Press. I am an active member of my local writing community including the Lexington Writer’s Room and the Midsouth region of the Society of Children’s Book Writers and Illustrators.

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